and you know how he makes you feel? ❤

With a taste of your lips, I’m on a ride. You know that airy, I-don't-give-a-fuck feeling you get when you talk to a guy? A guy you like, more specifically? Mmm. Actually, we didn't talk too much today, but he did hug me goodbye (though I sort of had to playfully say "Hey, can I have a hug?" because he was so oblivious) and I can still feel his touch. It's weird. Excuse me for being juvenile, but boys are weird. The way he makes me feel is nothing compared to the way this guy makes me feel though: 

Cannot stop watching this. Every movement, every expression reveals so much in him. In the above video, I can only sum up his mood as "distressed". He pours his emotions out in just one song -- obviously he is thinking about that one girl (unless you know, he's gay...or asexual. God, let's hope not). Lucky lucky lucky lucky girl. Depressed men usually are not at the top of my list, but this guy is just amazing. Yes, I realize this is getting pathetic. Four videos of one boy named Robi (♥♥♥♥) in just three days. Huh.

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yeah, i'm actually insane

It's 2 in the morning and I am still not finished. Not quite done studying for the world history exam, still four chapters behind in math, still have to prepare for the seminar. What have I been doing?? Watch the video and you tell me. And I still have to brush my teeth, shower, etc etc. I'll be lucky to get two hours of sleep tonight!

because i seem to be in a bizarre, obsessive spiral...❤

I'm so not kidding about him, you guys. I've just spent the last two hours watching this video over and over again. Precisely as I've done for the past several of days. I'm not getting ANY work done, or blogging, for that matter. And I've got a history exam, a lit seminar, and a holiday party to attend tomorrow. Not to mention I'm like four chapters behind in precalc, and have to write up an entire analysis paper by tonight. I hate school. Nevertheless, enjoy :) Be sure to watch til the very very end. My heart just about flew out of my chest :)

Definitions of Love: Both of Us

Together we stood
With that passionate vibe in the air
When I realized 

You are the song I was destined to sing.
Not only that but,
Just the thought of being with you tomorrow...
It gives me the strength
To put up with the rest of today.
I just want you to know
I need you to know
My world was all black and white
I never anticipated it before
But it was really like that
Until the day you walked in my door
And right into my heart.
They all said we couldn't
But the thing is,
We are
It's the idea that you came by
And never left my side.
So really,
It's when that question comes.
Are you really ready for this?
Am I?
It makes me think..
It makes me wonder...
How I'd live in this world
Without it.
Without love.
I don't know,
Maybe it's just that
Each time, each day,
Each hour, each minute,
Each second
That I spend with you:
The stars shine just a little bit brighter
The music sounds a little bit happier
I feel like living just a little longer
And I always laugh a little bit louder.
The desires for what I want
Are what I want
Which are all things that I'm not quite sure of
And yet when I'm with you
I know
I don't know how
Or why
I know
I just do.

An original poem composed by yours truly ❤

Um...I was looking through my old slushpile and came across this poetry "series" I made. Don't know what's more ridiculous, the poems themselves, or the fact that I about twelve when I wrote them.

Previous entries:
What We Want

some things i some times do in my free time ❤

❤ Chew on my cuticles ❤ Fantasize ❤ Imagine how I would look with a moustache ❤ Contemplate on the spelling of moustache mustache moustache ❤ Hum ❤ Bite my bottom lip ❤ Spontaneously giggle ❤ Talk to myself ❤ Blink ❤ Say fuckyeahjaredfollowill ❤ Disappear ❤ Reappear ❤ Speak a language I do not know how to speak ❤ Forget to remember ❤ Remember to forget ❤ Crack my knuckles ❤ Twirl my hair ❤ Ask Jeeves about Paul Walker -- every five minutes ❤ Eat grapefruit ❤ Eat blueberries ❤ Eat edadame ❤ Eat ice cream ❤

constant as the stars above❤

I know this is late for a Thanksgiving post, but the holidays were so busy for me (even without school, believe it or not), I never really got a chance to sit down and count my blessings. Sadly, my mother was away for Thanksgiving this year, but my dad, my little sister, and I still had an amazing time with our friends around us. We had a great yummy feast and then on Sunday, my best friend took me to Hershey where we went on all the awesome Chocolate World rides (note to self: do NOT go on the SooperDooperLooper right after downing a mug of Hershey's hot cocoa and an overpriced pretzel dog) and watched the magnificent Christmas-themed light show. Now I'm all excited for Christmas!

What I'm meaning to say is, though I don't say it enough, I am an extremely lucky girl living in the most beautiful, majestic world -- and that alone is better than anything I could possibly ask for.

My favorite part of Thanksgiving :)

Life is hard, I have come to realize. It isn't all rainbows and butterflies and compromise that we hope it to be, but that's really what makes it life. Everyday, I go making lists of how imperfect my life is, of what I want but don't have, and of what I have but don't want. What's the point then, really?

Thanksgiving is a time to say prayers. Not religiously nor for just one day, but perpetually, and with gratitude. It is a time to recognize not the things we don't have, but rather, the things we do.

During the stressful times of our lives, it may be hard to wade through the thick of all our flaws, and to really see what we are blessed to have. But once we actually realize what they are, they add up. To a lot.

We have families. We have friends. We have sturdy roofs over our heads, and comfortable shoes at the soles of our feet. We have warm meals to come home to every night, but more importantly, the people we come home to every night -- the ones with open arms and open eyes, who will see through to loving us no matter what happens.

We live in a world that is admittedly tough to live in. We live in the times of war, and of famine,

of strife, and of destruction. But once we look around, we see greater things, greater people, and greater ideas.

Contentment is something we try so hard to achieve and work so hard to attain. What is contentment? It is the satisfaction of watching the baby's chest move up and down with every breath taken. It is the ease of mind we receive as we see raindrops create ripples in the seemingly-perfect lake. It is the flicker of light in the nighttime, the shining of hope in the darkness.

The seasons have changed, and so have we. Hope everyone's Thanksgiving showed as many promises, premises, light, love, content, and optimism as mine did ❤